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15/5/24 Been all day out! I had to go to another city for my therapy session. The day was so boring in general, just waiting and waiting, and killing time as best as i could. My phone is still broken so i just wrote a lot of stuff in my journal. At least i got more MP100 volumes! One of the ones i needed was missing, so someone in this city must read the same as I do... I also got to infodump to my therapist about MP100 for like half an hour. I tried not to get too much into spoilers but i told her how the world domination arc and divine tree arc are my faves! And its all thanks to Teru, he is the main reason they are my faves. Tho World Domination Arc also has the Mob vs Toichiro fight that i still find to be extremely insane, in a positive way. My therapist said she MAY watch mp100 at some point. 14/5/24 Ill figure out how to code these blog-like entires better someday, but for now text separated by titles is what you get. 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MY DOG JUMPED AT ME AND IT FELL FROM MY HANDS AND FELL FLAT ON THE FLOOR AND IT WONT TURN ON ANYMORE. Im SO cooked i had SO MUCH stuff in there.... fuuck....... i start waving goodbye to my over 2k+ pictures of my favourite character and 500 mob psycho related pictures. And also to my 7 million gmails i am certainly never remembering again. OUGH!!! My mother says she wont buy me a new one, and places the blame on me. Ough!!! Good thing my birthday is soon... Maybe I can convince her then... But I wanted to use my birthday to get mob psycho merch D: What a timing... Cough, cough... Well, apart from that, I havent been doing much today. Yesterday I didnt write (or update the site, for that matter) because I spent all day playing minecraft with my friend. Today I've been doing some stickers for my new journal, but i didnt get far. Executive dysfunction is a bitch... That and I keep getting distracted by everything all the time so its hard to focus on a task, even if i truly want to do it. Right now, im writing this entry instead of working on the stickers. Hm. I should get back to it. 11/5/24 Ignore how its actually the 12th already. Happy birthday Mob!!!! We love youuu!!! Today i spent most of my time playing minecraft. It was really fun, since in the end of it i spent like 2 hours at a really big cave. We had keep inventory on, but even then i didnt die at any point. I feel cool because of that! I got around 20 diamonds and 3 stacks of iron. In the middle of the afternoon i went for some buñuelos. They were alrigjt, tho I believe the ones sold at the fairs are tastier. I wanted to update more places of this site but once again i instead did other stuff! I would do it now, but its already 1 am and i'd rather read some fanfics before sleeping... Or maybe i will end up updating the site. Who knows. 10/5/24 Nothing remarkable happened today. I got a not exactly good grade on a spanish test but im not complaining because it wasnt a fail. I wanted to update the website today, do what i said in yesterday's entry, but i instead fell asleep for 3 hours after i returned home. I wanted to eat some sweets outside aswell. Oh well, tomorrow itll be then, its not like i dont have time. Allergy is affecting my ears and it becomes hard to hear at times. It was kind of a struggle at school. Speaking about school, today my classmates were so loud it made me want to cry. One of them whistled so loud it got me stunned for a moment. Recess wasnt any better. everyone from the other class were there, "studying", not shutting up. Its so annoying when im trying to be in a library and everyone is being so loud. Even the teacher was speaking too! do your job, old man! I really dislike a lot of my teachers. I also find funny when a teacher I didnt even remember worked at this centre calls me by my name. "Sure I'll open your classroom, [DEADNAME]". Like? Excuse me? Do I know you? I have a hard time recognising and remembering the faces of people I dont literally see everyday. And even then, its hard to picture them in my mind. Now, on a more personal matter, Ive been having an intern dilemma lately. Im having the big urge to just run away. From my social media. I want to be anonymous to feel slightly safer and less anxious, since i feel like ive already built some kind of 'persona' in my main accounts. That is one of the reasons i started this website, to be anonymous and share my thoughts without judgement. However, as i dont want anyone to know its me, I am very paranoid about the information that i share. Even having the same headcanon in common with my main account can make someone realize who i am. I know im not doing anything bad here, so i shouldnt be scared, but it still makes me nervous. Maybe ill speak about this to my therapist? Theres quite some stuff i have to tell her. However i know that the moment i set a foot in her office i will forget all and everything that has ever happened to me. What a struggle. Well, she told me to do a diary, and i tried and failed before, but it seems like this digital option is helping me make one properly? Thats good, thats good. Though im afraid i wont be able to be as open as i wish to about my problems here, since im still scared of being found out. 9/5/24 First entry! Finally! I'm so glad of finally being able to write in here. Making sure the homepage was in good conditions was such a hard task. I think everything works just fine now, but im still not really sure. I believe some elements may look weird in other computer's screens? And the mobile ver is a lost cause. No way im making it mobile friendly anytime soon. Im gonna try to set up the About Me page next! And after that, ill set up whatever seems the most fun (probably the teru plush shrine). Now, now, speaking about my day. Allergy is kicking my ass! I keep sneezing everywhere. I also have a big test tomorrow and i havent touched my book at all. Its 10pm! But its okay, ill wing it just as i always do. Im very good at that. Once this year, i only half read the contents of the book an hour before the test and still got the highest grade of my class. I feel so cool about that. Perhaps i can pull off the same thing again? ...Theres something wrong with the text here but i cant really figure out how to fix it right now. |